“You don’t have to—”
“I’m making you lemonade,” she said firmly. “It’s the law.”
I gently took the mower from her. She was right. It was heavy. It was heavy and old and it pulled to the left, and the motor kept choking out every few minutes so I’d have to stop and yank the cord again.
It took me three hours.
I’m not proud of how long it took. A healthy person could have done it in forty-five minutes. But I had to go slow. I had to stop every few rows and put my hands on my lower back and breathe through the pain shooting down my leg. I had to stop twice to sit on her front step because I got dizzy. Once, the baby kicked so hard I had to bend over and hold my stomach until it passed.
My ankles swelled up like balloons. My shirt was soaked through. Sweat dripped into my eyes and made them sting. The grass was so long it kept clogging the mower, and I had to turn it off and pull wet clumps out of the blade with my hands.
Mrs. Higgins sat on her porch in a white rocking chair the whole time. She watched me like a hawk. Every twenty minutes, she’d call out, “Come drink something!” and I’d walk over, and she’d hand me a big glass of lemonade with too much sugar in it, and I’d drink the whole thing in one go.
The third time, she made me sit down beside her.
“You look like you’re about to faint,” she said.
“I’m fine.”
“You’re not fine. Sit. Five minutes. The grass isn’t going anywhere.”
I sat. The rocking chair next to hers was bigger. Heavier. It had a faded blue cushion on the seat with a dent worn into it.
“That was Walter’s,” she said, watching me. “Sixty-one years he sat in that chair. Every evening. Watching the street.”
I started to get up. “I’m sorry. I didn’t—”
“Sit down,” she said. “It’s nice to see somebody in it.”
We sat there together for a minute, rocking. The street was quiet. A sprinkler was ticking somewhere down the block.
“When are you due?” she asked.
“September eighth.”
“Boy or girl?”
“Girl.”
She smiled. “Do you have a name?”
“Not yet. I keep changing my mind.”
She nodded. She looked at my left hand. At the pale strip on my ring finger where my engagement ring used to be. I’d sold it in May. I got four hundred dollars for it. Kyle had told me it cost three thousand.
“The young man,” she said carefully. “The one with the truck. I haven’t seen him in a while.”
“He left.”
“When?”
“When I told him I was pregnant.”
She was quiet for a long time. Then she reached over and put her small, dry hand on top of mine on the arm of the chair.
“His loss,” she said.
“That’s what everybody says.”
“Everybody’s right,” she said. “Everybody’s right more often than you’d think.”
When I finished, it was almost six o’clock. The sun was going down, and the heat was finally starting to break. The lawn looked good. Not perfect. There were a few crooked lines where the mower had pulled left. But it was short and neat and green, and you could see the flower beds again, and the little stone birdbath in the middle that had been completely hidden by weeds.
I pushed the mower back into her garage. When I came out, she was standing at the bottom of her porch steps, waiting for me.
She took my hand. Both of her hands, wrapped around mine. They were small and cool and very strong.
She squeezed.
“You’re a good girl,” she said softly. “Don’t forget that.”
I didn’t know what to say. It felt like such an odd thing to say to a grown woman. Like something you’d tell a child.
But it made my throat tight. Because I couldn’t remember the last time anybody had told me I was good at anything.
“Thank you, Mrs. Higgins.”
“Ruth,” she said. “Call me Ruth.”
“Thank you, Ruth.”
She didn’t let go of my hand right away. She stood there holding it, looking at me with her faded blue eyes, like she was trying to memorize my face.
“Go home,” she said finally. “Put your feet up. Drink some water. And Hannah?”
“Yes?”
“Things have a way of working out,” she said. “Even when it doesn’t look like they will. Especially then.”
I didn’t think much of it.
I went home. I took a cold shower. I lay on my couch with my feet up on three pillows and the box fan blowing on me, and I fell asleep before it was dark.
I woke up around eleven. I had to pee. When you’re thirty-four weeks pregnant, you always have to pee.
On my way back from the bathroom, I stopped at the kitchen window to get a glass of water. The window looks out over the side yard, toward Ruth’s house.
Her porch light was on.
And she was out there. Walking slowly across her newly mown lawn in a long pink bathrobe, holding something against her chest with both arms. She was moving very carefully, the way you walk when you’re old and it’s dark and you’re afraid of falling.
She was walking toward my driveway.
I watched her for a second. I thought maybe she was bringing back a dish, or dropping off more cookies, or maybe she’d gotten confused and thought it was morning. Old people do that sometimes. My grandmother used to.
Then my back seized up, and a hot bolt of pain shot down my leg, and I had to grab the edge of the sink and breathe through it. When I looked up again, she was already walking back toward her own house.
I thought about going out to check on her. I really did.
But I was so tired. So, so tired.
I drank my water. I went back to bed.
I barely slept. I kept waking up. Hot. Uncomfortable. Worried about the mortgage. Worried about the baby. Worried about everything.
I didn’t worry about Ruth.
I’ve thought about that a lot since.
“Ma’am. Ma’am, you need to calm down.”
I was sitting on my driveway. I didn’t remember sitting down. I just remembered screaming, and then my legs giving out, and then the sheriff was crouching in front of me, and the young deputy was running over from the patrol car.
The yellow envelope was in my lap. Money had spilled out onto the concrete. Stacks of hundred-dollar bills with rubber bands around them, lying in the morning sun.
“Is she all right?” the deputy said. “Should I call the paramedics over?”
“I’m fine,” I gasped. “I’m fine. I’m fine.”
“You’re breathing too fast,” the sheriff said. “Slow down. In through your nose. Come on. With me.”
I did it. In through my nose. Out through my mouth. The baby was kicking like crazy. I pressed my hand against my stomach.
“What is this?” I said. “What is this?”
“That’s what I was hoping you’d tell me,” the sheriff said.
He picked up the blue letter from where it had fallen. He didn’t open it. He just held it.
“My name is Dale Brennan,” he said. “I’ve been the sheriff in this county for twenty-two years. I’ve known Ruth Higgins for most of my life. She was my Sunday school teacher when I was eight.” He paused. “At five o’clock this morning, I got a call from her nephew, Travis. He’d come by to check on her, and he found her in bed. She’d passed in her sleep.”
I put my hand over my mouth.
“And then,” Sheriff Brennan said, “Travis went out to the shed in her backyard. And he came running back into the house screaming that she’d been robbed. He said his uncle Walter kept money in coffee cans in that shed. Old-fashioned. Didn’t trust banks. Travis said there should have been more than forty thousand dollars out there. He said the cans were empty.”
He looked down at the money on my driveway.
“And then he said the only person who’d been at her house in the last twenty-four hours was the pregnant girl next door. Who spent all afternoon in the yard. Right next to the shed.”
My blood went cold all over again.
“I didn’t take anything,” I said. “I swear to God. I didn’t even go near the shed. I put the mower in the garage. That’s all. I don’t know anything about any coffee cans.”
“Then how’d forty thousand dollars end up in your mailbox, Ms. Pierce?”
“I don’t know!“
He looked at me for a long time. His face didn’t give anything away.
Then he held up the letter.
“Mind if I read this?” he asked. “Out loud. With my deputy here as a witness.”
I couldn’t talk. I just nodded.
He unfolded it. He put on a pair of reading glasses from his shirt pocket. He cleared his throat.
Dear Hannah,
If you are reading this, dear girl, I am already gone. Please don’t be frightened. I have been ready for a while now. My heart has been failing since the spring, and the doctor says it won’t be long. I’d rather go in my own bed than in a hospital, and I have a feeling I will.
I have watched you for a long time. Longer than you know. I saw the young man leave. I saw you carrying the groceries in by yourself, and then carrying fewer of them. I saw the man from the power company. I saw you sitting on your back step at night, crying, with your hand on your stomach. I heard you through the fence, telling your baby you were sorry.
I wanted to help. But I didn’t know how to offer without shaming you. You have a proud face. I know that face. I used to wear it.
Then today, you walked across the grass and took that awful machine out of my hands, and you pushed it for three hours in the heat with your belly out to here, and I thought: well, Ruth, there’s your answer. She’s already decided to be kind to you. The least you can do is be kind back.
This money was Walter’s. He didn’t trust banks, bless him. He kept it in coffee cans in the shed for fifty years. It was supposed to be for a rainy day. Walter never believed in rainy days. He thought every day was fine.
This is your rainy day, Hannah. Take it. Pay your house. Buy a crib. Buy that child a good car seat. Don’t you dare give it back.
I have left a copy of this letter with my lawyer, Harold Pike, along with other papers. Travis will not like this. Travis has never liked anything I did. If he makes trouble, you tell him to go talk to Harold.
You’re a good girl. Don’t forget that.
With love,
Ruth Higgins
Nobody said anything for a long time.
The deputy had taken his hat off. He was holding it against his chest. The paramedics next door had stopped moving. A car went by slowly on the street, the driver craning his neck to look at the patrol cars.
Sheriff Brennan folded the letter back up. He took off his reading glasses and put them in his pocket.
“That’s her handwriting,” he said quietly. “I’d know it anywhere. She used to write Bible verses on the chalkboard every Sunday.”
I was crying. I didn’t even know when I’d started.
“I didn’t know,” I said. “I didn’t know she was sick. I didn’t know she was watching. I didn’t know any of it.”
“I believe you.”
“Last night,” I said. “I saw her. Around eleven. Walking across her lawn in her bathrobe. Carrying something. I thought she was confused. I almost went out. I didn’t. I was tired. I should have gone out. If I’d gone out—”
“She’d still be gone,” Sheriff Brennan said. His voice was gentle now. “Her heart gave out, Ms. Pierce. There’s nothing you could have done. She knew it was coming. She said so herself.”
“She walked all the way over here in the dark to put it in my mailbox. She could have fallen. She could have—”
“She did what she wanted to do,” he said. “Ruth always did what she wanted to do. Trust me. I got sent to the corner in her Sunday school class more times than I can count.”
I laughed through my tears. I didn’t mean to.
He crouched down again, slowly. His knees cracked. He started gathering the money off my driveway and putting it back in the envelope.
“Here’s the thing, Ms. Pierce,” he said. “I believe you. I believe this letter. But Travis Higgins is going to be over here in about ten minutes, and he’s going to be screaming about theft and forgery and whatever else he can think of. And as long as there’s a complaint, I can’t just hand forty thousand dollars in cash to the neighbor and walk away.”
“What does that mean?”
He sealed the envelope.
“It means I have to take this with me,” he said. “Into evidence. Until it’s sorted out. I’m sorry.”
He stood up. He held out his hand to help me off the ground.
I took it. And as he pulled me up, I felt it. A deep, tight cramp low in my belly. It lasted for a few seconds. Then it went away.
I didn’t say anything.
But I put my hand on my stomach, and I held it there.
Travis Higgins showed up nine minutes later.
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